好久沒來寫日記了,一個月如同坐雲霄飛車般的心境改變,現在總算有個了結了,曾以為我有了這麼多陪我的朋友,還有我最愛的舞蹈,我的生活應該要感到滿足了,然而常常一個人的時候,還是會感到一種不想被喚起的失落...
而兩個人的生活可能要我犧牲一些與朋友的聚會和跳舞的時間來換,然而我不會再感到以往的失落了,岀國前,這會是我最美好的際遇和不會感到遺憾的回憶了...
- Feb 01 Tue 2005 12:04
海闊天晴
- Jan 27 Thu 2005 13:23
童話
如果這世界真的有童話,我好想就活在童話裡就好,如果這世界真的有童話裡的天使,請他來掏空我的心,幻化成守護她的雙手,請他來滌淨我的眼淚,匯成一雙可以緊緊保護她的翅膀,呵護她永遠擁有幸福快樂的日子…如果可以,把她的苦都留給我吧!!
可知我自責了好久,出國是我的夢想,之前更想趕快離開台灣這個傷心地,而在知道她愛我後,我流連了,我遲疑了,我卻步了我好想就這麼一直伴著她就好,我好想要時間就此打住,不要讓我在她及夢想之間做抉擇,我好想貪心的兩者都要,只是會有這童話的降臨嗎??
- Jan 25 Tue 2005 02:10
這一夜
一個靜謐的夜,隔著耳機外有室友微微的打呼聲,因為明天跟朋友有約,讓自己好好放個假,所以有了這個沉澱的夜...
相信自己已足以去回顧一切而不再傷懷了,手依舊顫抖的點選建立在我的最愛的她的電子報,這是從建立過後到現在,我第一次敢嘗試點選...
- Jan 23 Sun 2005 20:13
我的野蠻女友二
"我的野蠻女友二" 真的很好看,不想多做介紹,但真的覺得完全感動到心坎裡,眼眶熱了好幾次,要不是室友在旁邊,早就掉下淚來了,比第一集還讚...
Lots of dialogue still hung around on my mind. "There is no sorry in my dictionary. If you want me to say sorry, I will call you sorry except you change you name into sorry."; "I must be the wind in my previous life. If you feel the wind around you when I am not around, that must be me, I am the wind around you."; "Long time ago, a princess had a promise with a prince by joining the pinkies. The prince was death in a war and returned by his soul on the 49 days after he died. Finally princess killed herself beside the body of the prince with the cross of pinkies."; "Someday you will meet someone who have the soul like mine, and he will love you so much as me."
一連玩了兩天,沒唸到什麼書,雖然有點愧疚感,不過還是覺得很痛快,原來跟朋友在一起就是這麼愉快的事...
禮拜五晚上到Fridays吃飯,還從沒去過說,東西真的不錯吃,只是沒怎麼吃飽...嗚..為什麼別人都說有吃飽,我卻沒有..下次我們去吃吃上闔屋吧!還是看你們想不想來基隆吃吃"全家牛排",一間蠻好吃的牛排館,價位還好,不會太高...
- Jan 20 Thu 2005 14:14
最好是永遠鳥事一堆啦
一早基隆下著綿綿細雨,心裡慶幸著"今天應該沒鳥事要做了",沒想到機車的長官要我們拔走廊的燈罩,那燈罩又大又髒,爬梯子上去拆,拆下來還要用菜瓜布和洗碗精洗,超難洗的,最機車的是要我們在雨中洗,因為水龍頭在外面,機車長官還在那鬼叫"雨沒有多大啦,不要把水噴進來,你知道我們以前當兵時還挖過糞坑...@#$%^&*-+!&" 之後有老人還在旁邊叫著,"喂!ㄚ老人的房間是不是要順便拆下來洗一下"啃!!有沒有想想老人房間有幾間阿,總共四十間,四十間有八十個燈罩,要我們一一拆下來洗,洗完再裝回去,長官還連連答好,啃..真的很機車,外頭有人檢舉社會役成為雜役,我可以說我以專業身份申請替代役,來這一年多從沒幹過專業的事情...
中午去父親過世的學弟家上個香..心情除了不爽更加上沉重,唉...好想出去走走,跳跳舞,玩一玩阿 >
- Jan 18 Tue 2005 22:16
My favorite point guard-Steve Nash
I liked watching NBA since I had played basketball in high school and knew that everybody who liked NBA so much as a result of Michael Jordan’s unbelievable and amazing technique as playing basketball, either do I. After Jordan’s retire, lots of young super stars, from NCAA, senior high school in USA or everywhere on earth, were elected to NBA and made it more attractive. Among so many stars, Steve Nash is the one I love most. He joined Phoenix Sun this year and averaged 15.3 points and 10.9 assists in every game. He assisted Sun to have a stunning 31-4 start and became the NBA’s assists leader.
However, Sun met mini-slump recently. Steve Nash was injured early in the second quarter of the Sun’s 101-83 loss at Indiana on last Friday night. He missed Saturday’s loss at Washington and got four loss in a row. The Phoenix Sun has lost as many games in the past week as they had all this season. The Sun found out again- just how valuable Steve Nash is to their team.
- Jan 17 Mon 2005 19:02
天氣轉晴,卻似乎沒有好心情
下了兩個禮拜雨的基隆,今天終於轉晴了,竟然還出太陽,轉晴又逢禮拜一,鳥事自然又一堆了,今天一堆人休假,留下來的人本來就少了,卻還是拔了一大堆的雜草,中午還刷餐廳,看來我似乎開始懷念下雨的日子了...
中午午休時,學弟接到緊急電話,他父親中午重病辭世,真是晴天霹靂,看著學弟焦急離開的樣子,真的很想跟他說些什麼,但又不知道該說什麼,今天下午剩兩個人準備晚餐給老人吃,工作本已經夠重了,偏偏留下來這個天兵學弟,還搞砸了一堆事情,真是被打敗了,怎覺得一天下來,什麼事情都不對...
- Jan 16 Sun 2005 19:25
Eat in "My Home Steak"
It’s still very freezing today and the three meals in the organization here were so bad. I decided going to “My Home Steak” to devour and fill my stomach full with my fellow member.
As usually, there were so many people in “My Home Steak” in Keelung during weekend, so we should go there earlier. The rock and heavy metal music played there, and that made us guess that it used to evict guests to eat fast and leave earlier. Anyway, we still had the foods so pampered.
